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Have sunny day :D.

Valentine’s day.

V day.

For some reason, this day makes me very happy!

I think it’s a shame that it is not that of a big deal in France. Because it’s such a joyful holiday!

I would love you to see the stores in America in February, even in January! Everything is pink and red, full of hearts, all the candies are heart shaped (even Oreos and Reese’s pieces!)

Pretty much spreading the Love everywhere. Love is so important. It’s the most amazing feeling, to Love and to be Loved.

Tell the people who are important to you how much you love them. Tell your family how important they are to you. If you love someone, tell them. It always feels good to hear it and to tell that to others :).

Keep the sunshine in your pocket, a smile on your face, and poor me a glass of lemonade =).

This is basically how i spend  my lifetime.

My best friend Madlyn and I are Superheroes.

I thought you guys should know.

I think white chocolate muffins fell from heaven one day, i love paint, eating mustard, singing in the subway and on banchs, dancing in my room.

And you're stuck with that :).

It's 1:30 am and i'm having a sugar rush. Perfect timing!

Imma go bake some cupcakes now!

Cheers!!

"Oh no, look, Laura is about to be happy, better get her..."

Life has not been easy lately. And it has tought me a lot.

Yesterday, was one of the most horrible day. And it was just too much for me to handle.
I have been suffering from a sickness for 2 years, and because of this illness, i am now very weak and in really bad health. My mum is worried to death because of this and it makes me feel horrible because i can't do anything about it. This sickness controls me completely.
My sister is raising her baby alone, which is also worrying my mum, we have to help her because her appartement was too expansive, she was supposed to live there with someone else but he won't be there for her anymore.
Someone yesterday hurt me with hateful words. I keep hearing them in my mind and it really hurts me. When someone you love from the bottom of your heart can hurt you that much by only saying words, it is really hard to get over it. I still can not believe some of the things he said to me and it still really hurts me.
A few hours after that, my aunt just called us to tell us that she had rent the house in Los Angeles. Yes, three days before our arrival. This house has always been very important to me. It is home, it is where i feel good and free, it is where i have the best memories. I am the happiest i could be when i am there. And i was waiting to go there, to forget about my sickness, try not to worry about my mother, my sister, my sickness.
And i just feel like it was too good to be true. Like i wasn't alloud to be happy again.

Yesterday was a horrible day. I don't think i had cried that much since a very long time.
But when i woke up this morning, i just started thinking.
Breathing deeply, and thinking.
And i told myself:
Yes, life is hard. But you know what? You are stronger than you think you are. Life is hard. Yes.
But falling into tears, being disapointed and angry won't take you anywhere.
You might be upset, sad, you might scream and shout. But then what ? In the end, you will get nothing.
You might as well take the best of what you've got and think about what can still make you feel like it is going to be fine.
When life gives you lemon, make lemonade.
This is not going to break me down. I won't let all of this bring me down.
My sister found a new job, the baby is in good health, she found a new appartement and most importantly, we, her family, are and will always be here for her. I can not stand to see her sad, but she will find her way back and everything is going to be fine because she has us.
I have a family who loves me and who belives i will get better and i will be stronger than my sickness. It's a very hard battle, if you only know what i went and am still going through... But i believe i will get better and i believe i am going to beat this sickness. Because i believe in me.
I have been thinking about that speacial someone who hurt me. And i am just going to listen to my best  friend, who told me yesterday: "Maybe things will get worked out. If not, then it wasnt meant to be."
I need to take the time to think about what happened.
Maybe it is time for me to let a distence between me and this house in Los Angeles. It is true that it is where i feel the happiest, it is home. But it should not be like that. Yes, i am disapointed and sad because i thought it would help me not to think about my sickness, but now, it is the way it is and it is not in my hands anymore so i'm gonna take the best of it. I am going to Los Angeles, the city i  have been in love with ever since i was born. I am going to feel good and be happy. We have not figured out where we are going to stay yet, but we have options.
There are always more options in life than you think.
We will figure it out. Life has decided not to let me be happy ? Well suck it up, because i am about to be stronger.

Always remember. Do not let the bad, negative things bring you down. There are always other options, there is always a bright side in every single situation.
Remember: When life gives you lemon, make lemonade
Yes, life is hard sometimes. But you know what? You are stronger than you think you are. Life is hard. Yes. But falling into tears, being disapointed and angry won't take you anywhere.

You might be upset, sad, you might scream and shout. But then what ? In the end, you will get nothing.

You might as well take the best of what you've got and think about what can still make you feel like it is going to be fine. Life could be worst.

Always think, before you act.

"It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop."

Welcome to my mind & thoughts. 

Open your eyes. There is something out there.

                     

                                  

               My passions.

        I am passionate about discovering different cultures from all over the world, being open to their population and not to judge them for where they come from.  I love trying to help others as much as I can, especially through my passion for the arts, namely music and film.

          As I grew up, I realized that people could judge and critic others really easily. When I was 13, I would listen to rock music like “The Rolling Stones” or “The Clash” while the other students at my school hated this kind of music, so they would not want to talk to me. But it made me realize that I would rather be different and stay myself than try to be like everybody else, and to listen to the same music or wear the same clothes as everyone else. The other experience which has helped me realize that people’s judgment was not important has planted in me the seeds of a deep interest in other people and in their differences. I have family and a house in Los Angeles and everytime time I go there I just feel so so good because I don’t feel like Im being criticized or judged. What most people care about there is what you can make of what you’ve got.

           My father is a filmmaker and he produces documentaries about developing islands. I had the amazing chance to travel with him a lot, all over the world, when he was working and it has greatly influenced who I now am. Traveling to these islands has allowed me to learn more about foreign countries and the way families live there; their traditions, all the efforts they must make and how close they have to be to stay happy when life is hard because of a lack of recourses.

       

         I would come back to Paris from these trips and saw how people could argue about the way they dressed, it made me want to pay even more attention to developing countries. While other students would not accept my differences of interest, I wanted to meet people who did not want to be like everybody else and people from foreign countries.  I met some really interesting people who are now my best friends. We still have each others’ backs because our differences bring us together. They make me so happy and I always have an amazing time with them.

       I am passionate about music because if I had not discovered different kinds of music that other people did not like, maybe I would not have realized that people cared so much about being “cool” or whatever and that it really was not so important. It helped me become who I wanted to be, and not to try being like somebody else. So I started taking guitar and drums lessons when I was very young and I had been already taking piano and singing lessons for 8 years or something.

       I decided that I wanted to share with others what moves me, by combining my two passions together: the arts, and, not only helping people who are being rejected at school but also population from developing countries. I realized that through the arts, I could bring something to others. My passions have had an important impact on my life because I’ve found what I love to do and I am using it as motivation to go further in life. I wanna prove that people's differences can be really beneficial for themselves and for others. Through my videos and my music lyrics I wanna highlight how interesting developing countries are, how much there is to learn about their cultures, how much value they have, but also, mobilize people to feel involved in view to help them getting more recourses. Me and my family are part of a lot of charity organizations, do the same =).